Bye 2010, Hello 2011 :)

2010 is coming to a close and I really can't thank ya'll enough for the wonderful year that 2010 has become for me. Without the people around me, 2010 wouldn't even be half as awesome as I think it is.

I learned so many things from 2010, I failed, got up, met new people, knew my true friends, made some mistakes, had a new start, MET BEAST, 4MINUTE & UKISS, fell in love, had my heart broken, went through adventures, listened to good music, partied, cried, had a broken family for a while, got worried shit about my dad, made a point, left school, transferred to a new school, applied for a job, got rejected, ran away, got hella wasted, finally learned how to drive, and so much more. Now I am bound to make 2011 much more exciting and awesome!

To my friends, both in the KPOP world and outside it, THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH. You guys are the biggest part of my 2010. Without ya'll, this year wouldn't be complete and it would be so dull. Thank you for always giving me a shoulder to cry on, for letting me share everything and for always just being there. To WTHH CREW, BLT CREW, DownLow Babies, BEST, BEASTph, International Friends, In.Demand Family, UST FRIENDS, CSB FRIENDS, CSA FRIENDS and everybody, SUPER THANK YOU!

I hope 2011 will be awesome for all of you! I know it will be for me, I'm gonna make it as awesome as my 2010! :D HAPPY NEW YEAR!

KPOPCON & Paskuhan 2010

It's been a while (AGAIN) since I blogged. School became crazy and life went a whooping 1000mph. LOL but seriously everything went fast forward during the last few weeks before Christmas. Preparations for KPOPCON had me going round offices and packing 5k freebies for 3 nights along with Aya, Pia, Panyang and the rest of the team. Going to the venue at 3am to check everything and to make sure that no ones gonna fall off the stage and that all the sponsors/VIPs are seated in the right chairs.

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Well, just like the first Kpopcon, I STILL WASN'T ABLE TO GET MYSELF MADE UP >< Last year, Justin and I planned that we'll go to a parlor to have our hair and make up done but other people. But NOOOOOOO~ we were glued to our posts the whole day. This year's KPOPCON is a bit more hectic since we have sponsors and lots more eyes looking at all our moves. One bad/wrong move and we'll all be judged. And yes I still wasn't able to have my make up in The Face Shop's booth -___- But I'm just glad that KPOPCON ended successfully and peacefully, with no one hurt and everyone happy.

Although the event left me voiceless for 2 weeks I'm still grateful that I was able to work with an awesome team who's always up all night working and thinking of ideas to make the event better than ever. I'm so honored. OF COURSE... I don't have pictures of the event. I was running back and forth forum 1 and forum 2, checking in on BEAST.PH's booth and other booths and the registrations and hollering on people. LOL. So much for enjoying the event HAHA. But I did enjoy it <3

And then there's Paskuhan 2010 the grandest event UST always throws once a year to end the school year and to welcome the new year ahead. Of course, this years Paskuhan is very VERY grand because it's the last one before they welcome their 400th year. The fireworks were lovely. Very lovely. And this year was even special for me because I was able to spend it with my friends (In.Demand, WTHH and CSB friends) plus my SPED 2011/2010 friends. Life couldn't get any better than that.

Oh, and, CALOY, SAMM AND I MISS YOUR FACE ALREADY! Can't wait for the finals to see your face haha.

Raise your glass if you are wrong in all the right ways...

PINK - Raise Your Glass

I swear I love songs like these when I'm not in my best mood. It also makes me feel a little better when all I really wanna do is bang my head to the wall. >< But thanks to my bad mood, I was able to finish half of my pending works for MCA and was able to do some gfx for Beast.ph :]

Anyway on to the weekend that was. I gotta say that last saturday was one of the most fun days that I've had in a while. We were in Alabang the whole afternoon just playing and chilling out. Met up with Bea and Anton in McDo Taft and waited for Carlo (Bea's boy :]) because he'll drive us to Alabang where the others already were. We got there and we were supposed to go play Laser Tag but we were having trouble with the Harry Potter movie screening schedule. We decided to get the 8pm movie and went to Samm's village to play Frisbee in the Cuenca Park.

I've always wanted to learn how to play Frisbee but I can't catch anything to save my life. I'm forreal. Good thing the guys were patient enough to teach me and Poi (nice to meet you btw girl! :]) once we were already in the park. After we all got tired playing we rested by the bench for a while and started doing tumblings and gymnastic stuffs. I swear we are RANDOM LIKE THAT. LOL.

After playing we headed back to ATC to catch the 8pm showing of Harry Potter. I've watched it already prior to this chill day but I still watched because I think this is the funniest HP yet. :)) And seriously can you ever resist Dobby and Ron? NO. I can't. haha. AND yes I cried again.

Dad picked me up after and we went home to the Laguna house. Ahh... I missed it after not going home for like a month or so :)

Ooops ok I'll be late for 2nd period class! I gtg :)

My friends are like M&M's

This entry is inspired by KevJumba's Girls are like M&M's video. I've watched this video a couple of time but it's still amazing. I love how KevJumba made his point across a lot of people by using M&M's. LOL. But for my entry, I'm not gonna talk about interracial relationships like he did. I'm gonna blog about my friends. My friends who are all so awesome and so fun to be with.

I have very different sets of friends. And when I say very, I mean it. Just like M&M's, my friends varies but they are all fun to be with. I have my fandom friends and my friends. My fandom friends are those that like the same music as me. It's no secret anymore that I like KPOP (Korean Pop). Don't get me wrong, I like other music too and I have a very wide music genre range but Kpop just makes me feel more relaxed and their catchy tunes amuses me. Because of that, I've also met a lot of people who enjoys the same thing/music that I do.

My fandom friends, they're awesome. I can't even imagine life without them. They've seen me at my worst, my lowest point (remember last summer? -__-;;) and they didn't think twice about me. Every time I'm with them, it always seems like a party. No dull moments with them for real. And I love that we are very open to new people and we try not to make new people feel out of place. Even if these people weren't from the same school (well some of them are ^^) I am or we're not childhood buddies or what not, but they make me feel at home and safe. And I'm forreal :D

And then there're my friends from school who are as awesome as my friends in the fandom world. I love them because they accept me being the crazy-loud-girl that I am. I love how they don't leave me out and is just one text/call away whenever I need them or whenever we just need to be random. These people make me feel crazily at home in school. LOL I stay more in school now because of ya'll! haha

Ok I just felt a bit sweet today so here you go! :)

Happy 11.11!

 Happy November 11th (11.11) & Pepero Day!

Pepero Day is an observance in South Korea similar to Valentine's Day. It is named after the Korean snack Pepero and held on November 11

November 11th is my most favorite day out of all the days of the year. I'm not sure why really, but all I know is that even before I knew about the Pepero Day thing, I've been pretty jolly every time this day comes around. I'm guessing it's because I get amazed whenever the clock strikes 11:11am/pm since its the only time of the day where the 1's are in one specific time. So I guess I got fond of the date as well because of that. I'm not making sense, am I? LOL.

Of course today's no exception. I have a lot of things to be happy about today actually. 1st, I woke up to several texts, wall posts & mention's on twitter that 요섭 FINALLY made a twitter account. I've been waiting for this day ever since 두준 made his which was like 10 years ago. Lol Kidding, just some months ago :)) Oh you don't know how much I wanted to stay home and just spam you with love <3

2nd, the weather when I left the house today was pretty fine but when I got to the MRT Station, the skies were getting dark already. I got pretty scared because by the time I got to the LRT station, it was pouring like crazy :(( I got to a trike since I didn't want to be absent in my Filip class, I can't get a low grade on that! I got to SDA and guess what I looked like? Can you spell, WET? Ugh. But even if I got wet and looked very soaked I was able to get to class (although I was late) and my professor still added me to today's attendance :D Happyyyy <3

3rd, I thought I wasn't gonna see this someone today. But holeysmokes, thank heavens for elevators <3

4th, after my very fail JoseRiz presentation, I went back to the SDA building to hang out with my friends in the lounge and then sat in their Ordev-B class. They are crazy as hell but I'm so glad that we're all very close even if most of us aren't even classmates. LOL AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT ANTON? :))

Ok gotta go do my "700 words about me" paper for GePsych ><

Lounge Galore

I can't believe that after setting 5 alarms to go off one after the other, I still wasn't able to get up at 6am >< I ended up waking up at quarter to 7 and done my morning routine in fast forward then I had to rush out of the house to catch my train because if I don't catch it at my usual time it's gonna get crowded like shit and I'd smell like poo :( (the nerve they have to increase train fare when they can't even frikkin fix the crowding problem UGH.)

Anyway I got to my school's area and bumped into Mike on the streets on the way to our building. LOL he wanted to be late in class because he didn't want to do his reporting, but his line in the elevator queue got in faster than mine. HAHA. As for me, I got to class a bit later than my class' time but it's alright, I don't think he ever checks attendance anymore. LOL. But I'm so glad that I finally got the last lesson that my professor taught. Algebra illiterate here ><.

After Algebra, we decided to hang out in the cafeteria to wait for 11.20am since that's the time when most of us in the group has class. Kaloy was able to make a song for GG along with Josh, Shaima and I decided to bum around while the others left to take their midterms. When they came back, we transferred to the student lounge in front of the cafeteria so that nobody would scold us when we become even more noisy. XD

Oh and since my friends and I are mostly transferees, we decided to take the Class Picture into our own hands. We'll be having it on Thursday. LOL. What haha. We aren't in a block so we prolly wouldn't be in any class pictures anymore. What a sad life we have -___- but yeah we're doing this to make up for that. haha.

 

Oh and look at what I got last friday! All the way from Korea and Chesca Tan :D My own Mastermind album and BEAST Balloon <3 It's so pretty! Thanks babe :) When you come back I'm gonna hug you like crazyyyyy! :D

Why are you such a Masochist, Meg?

I don't even know why. I keep on telling my self that it's nothing anymore but well that's why I'm a masochist. You get the point.

And if you don't, let's not talk about it. Last night was a successful garage sale night in Eastwood. Though I was running around (in heels!) all over the place trying to get everybody and the program in line but after everything that happened, I'm just glad that I was able to hang around with my friends and do my job at the same time.

Plus Lauren dropped by! I'm so glad that I saw him again after so many months! He's an FT Island fan and I think I was able to introduce him to my world in a not so mild way. haha.

 

My boys that did so well. Even if I feel a bit unappreciated, I still love you guys. Sorry don't mind me I'm just a bit emo with everything right now. This will pass. BEST (the guys in red), performed Shock and Soom yesterday. There were some glitches but the crowd still loved them. You guys did so well even if ya'll weren't prepared and stuff, you still killed the dance :)

Manor!

AWESOME night-out with friends last night :) And I just wanna say that, my feet HURTS like hell right now, my head is aching madly because I didn't get enough sleep, I look like hell and I don't know if all my answers in my Filip exam earlier are anywhere near right -___- I should get extra credit works from her I don't want to get a low grade in that subject :|

But, I'm so glad that after I felt TWO heartbreaks this week, I was able to hang out and be crazy and wild in a place just because. On a WEDNESDAY NIGHT :D Gotta love that. Wasn't able to take pictures since I was too busy dancing. LOL.

I got my hair trimmed today and got my bangs a straight cut! It feels so good to have my bangs this short :))

and I was expecting this day to be so dull but I'm so glad that I was able to see you even if it was just seconds.

Depressed? SHOP!

This morning, I went to class with a very heavy heart after being greeted by his tweet that says he's no longer single. It hurts like SKHGDJFBD man. I tried not to think about it that much and it's hard ok. I know I'm over-reacting but it just hurts. Plus Algebra topic right now is not helping with all the confusing things to do just to solve a frikken problem.

SO... I ended up in Makati after my class and I tried to challenge my self to buy as much shoes and clothes as I can with only Php2,000 in hand, or well in my atm.

...bought 2 shoes and a few clothes and foot-socks :) LOL.

It's true what they say, shopping really does help heal a depressed soul. But dang being the impulsive that I am, I feel that I'm not gonna use the other clothes that I just bought. GAAAH. I'm gonna be dead if Mom finds out O:

But anyway KPOP Night Halloween Party tomorrow night! :) See you!

Been a while....

Been a while since I last posted :) Funny how my last post was the day before my school started and now I'll be posting a month and 12 days after it.

Recently, school has taken over my life, and I guess I'm taking the initiative to make up for the last semester that I wasn't learning anything. Being in school again has been so much fun for me and everyday seems more fun now that my new friends and I are closer. It wasn't easy being a new kid in a VERY VERY different environment but I'm glad things are going great now. I'm not dealing with being stereotyped anymore which is very convenient for me plus I can wear anything I like (aside from revealing clothes and short shorts ofc) and not get criticized. I love it!

Anyway, in general, school's been pretty good to me. It's taking too much of my time but I guess that's what I get from ditching school for one whole semester. LOL :))

And, I know I've been on hiatus for quite a while in the fandom and I don't think it's a bad thing. Though, a lot have been asking why I'm so late and stuff with news and such. Well I don't have any excuse for that. I've been so busy with school, projects, PKCI, BEAST album launching, meetings with MCA and late night school stuffs that whenever I get home all I wanna do is sleep (yes SLEEEEEP omnomnom yumyum). But being hiatus like this made me realize that I'm actually being responsible for once in my life and that I can actually juggle school plus handling Beastph. For the first time, I feel proud of my self. I hope this goes on for a long time because I really like the feeling. It's goooood :D

Enough of my school and fandom life, last friday my baby cousins slept over here in the condo for fun. We took pictures and they swam in the pool, ate a lot of yummy stuffs and gah, we basically pigged out :)) But yesterday, I felt bored (for me and the kids) because there wasn't anything to do in here in the building. They didn't even prepare something for the Halloween >< bummer. And after the kids were fetched by my uncle, I felt even more bored because there wasn't anything to do :( The kids in the building don't do trick or treating anymore :( I ended up cleaning the whole unit and getting little asthma attacks! Damn I'm glad I didn't live in a condo when I was little. At least I still got to play in the streets where I don't have to worry about getting run over by anything. Aigoo so sad...

Watch out for Halloween 2011 I'm gonna prepare a Trick or Treat program/Halloween Party here in the building ya'll would wish I didn't live here XD

The morning after... or well, afternoon after.

I had this really enlightening talk with my mom's nurse earlier. She went inside to change my mom's foot cast thingy then she started to ask me about school and stuff. So I told her that I rested for a couple of months, did some works here and there and that I'm going back this Monday. Then she went on how it's nice that I had the chance to rest but then she made me realize a few things when she started talking about her life.

Nurse: I never liked it when I didn't have anything to do. As much as I hated it, I wanted to go back to school after a few days of bumming in the house or get a job as soon as possible but the boards made it difficult. It's depressing in the house. That's what you feel when you think you're so unproductive, out-of-school or jobless.

And that was how I felt the whole time. She was right. I'm so glad to be back in school. I missed bickering with professors too. LOL

Hospital Blues

Since we're not really staying for a long time here in the hospital, Mom decided that we get a small room with no tv since I brought the laptop with me. But man it's still boring...and I gotta stop blogging at 2am. LOL. I just watched some HappySlip videos and wow okay, I didn't know that she was pregnant! AND did ya'll know that she actually has a husband and a 4 year old son! And here I was thinking she and Kevin (kevjumba) would be a nice pair. LOL!

I'm still loading the extended version of the behind-the-scenes for Wongfu's ISA Concert. I was laughing already and I wasn't event halfway into the video. AJ Rafael and TimothyDeLaGhetto made me laugh so much and so did Phil's version of NU ABO :)) Some of the guys in the line were like, "MARRY ME TED!" and Ted was like, "I'm taken!"

Anyway a lot of people were asking how my mom is right now. Well she's good already and she's resting. I'm bumming. LOL. But yeah, she got a little too shocked from the car that backed up on her and rolled on her right root. It was too painful for her that her blood dropped and she fainted. The foot is still swelling and the doctors told us that she needed to stay overnight so they could monitor her blood pressure. But thanks for all the prayers, calls and texts! I made sure she read everything :)

Here she was on the wheelchair getting ready to be wheeled in to her room with the ice pack on her foot :))

anyway i gtg! 굿밤!

Kaba Modern + Prepix + BEAST = LETHAL Combination

And ya'll know I'm serious.

Kaba Modern is one of my fave groups in ABDC's 1st Season. I mostly liked Yuri though but you really can't miss big-man-Mike in there. AND damnnnn Mike's a co-choreographer with Prepix for BEAST's new song. After I read it I went all crazy and now I'm all hyped up for their comeback. OMFG PLEASE COMEBACK SOOOOON. I can't wait anymore. I wanna see the moves already!

And Gabbie and I are going to DIE if Mike taught you guys how to TUT. I am seriously going to die.

HOW CAN THAT NOT MAKE YOU FLAIL AT 11 IN DA MORNING?!

I'm so proud of my boys <3

100917 -- BIG day

BEAST's single release, Faddy Robot collaboration release & Vampire Diaries' Season 2 Episode 2 was farking awesome.

I can't even explain how happy I am today with everything that happened. And YES, I am still sane. Sane with newly colored nails.

I am still annoyed though but I am not going to let YOU ruin my very perfect day. <3

Aside from the audio releases, THIS would have to be the best part of my day. Damon getting OWNED by Stefan. I love these two whenever they're arguing. :)

Seventeen

I don't know why I'm still online at 2AM. I think I cried too much that sleep doesn't want to visit me. But I'm pretty sure I'll be down by 3AM :)) And dang did I miss blogging. I miss my LJ but it doesn't appeal to me anymore. Or at the moment. :( So is it going to be RIP apumpkinkiss@livejournal already? I'm not sure. We'll see.

It's the 17th already. A lot of things are going to happen, especially at 11am in my timezone. They're going to release BEAST's comeback song finally after 3 months. FINALLY. Those boys changed my life and I'm not saying that in a fangirly way. I'm saying that as a fan who have been hurt badly by fandom.

HYUNSEUNG WHY DO I STILL NOT SEE YOU THAT MUCH EVEN IF ITS HQ ALREADAAAAY ;___; 

But anyway, starting from April 17 (Album Launching), July 17 (MYX Guesting) up to now that they're releasing their album on a 17th means so much to me. I don't know why but 17 has been a special number to me since I met these boys. And I know, I just know that they are going to OWN this month. I just know.

And you, you little boy-who's-actually-older-than-me, I love you. I don't know where I'll be right know if I hadn't met you.

Good night blogger :)

Sad beginnings, better endings.

I hate starting things off on a sad note, but I really have to get these things off of my system in a peaceful way. At least I'm not hurting myself or anybody else right nor am I driving any car against some wall. Right?

I feel like a parasite now that I know how my dad thinks of me. Mind you, he thinks very LOW of me. I could care less but I have to defend myself somehow right? He thinks I spend too much time in front of the computer, well what else am I supposed to do? I'm still on my school break and you complain when I'm reading a fucking book as well. I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO PLACE MYSELF IN YOUR MESSED UP LIFE.

I'M TRYING. WHY CAN'T YOU ALL SEE THAT? I'm not used to house work but I'M FUCKING TRYING. I'm used to living with someone who picks up after me but I know that times have changed. I don't have my own 'yaya' anymore. No one's going to clean up after me or tie my hair for me. I KNOW THAT I DON'T HAVE THAT PRIVILEGE ANYMORE.

But it hurts me so much that you think so lowly of me.

Well, welcome to my life :)