The morning after... or well, afternoon after.

I had this really enlightening talk with my mom's nurse earlier. She went inside to change my mom's foot cast thingy then she started to ask me about school and stuff. So I told her that I rested for a couple of months, did some works here and there and that I'm going back this Monday. Then she went on how it's nice that I had the chance to rest but then she made me realize a few things when she started talking about her life.

Nurse: I never liked it when I didn't have anything to do. As much as I hated it, I wanted to go back to school after a few days of bumming in the house or get a job as soon as possible but the boards made it difficult. It's depressing in the house. That's what you feel when you think you're so unproductive, out-of-school or jobless.

And that was how I felt the whole time. She was right. I'm so glad to be back in school. I missed bickering with professors too. LOL

Hospital Blues

Since we're not really staying for a long time here in the hospital, Mom decided that we get a small room with no tv since I brought the laptop with me. But man it's still boring...and I gotta stop blogging at 2am. LOL. I just watched some HappySlip videos and wow okay, I didn't know that she was pregnant! AND did ya'll know that she actually has a husband and a 4 year old son! And here I was thinking she and Kevin (kevjumba) would be a nice pair. LOL!

I'm still loading the extended version of the behind-the-scenes for Wongfu's ISA Concert. I was laughing already and I wasn't event halfway into the video. AJ Rafael and TimothyDeLaGhetto made me laugh so much and so did Phil's version of NU ABO :)) Some of the guys in the line were like, "MARRY ME TED!" and Ted was like, "I'm taken!"

Anyway a lot of people were asking how my mom is right now. Well she's good already and she's resting. I'm bumming. LOL. But yeah, she got a little too shocked from the car that backed up on her and rolled on her right root. It was too painful for her that her blood dropped and she fainted. The foot is still swelling and the doctors told us that she needed to stay overnight so they could monitor her blood pressure. But thanks for all the prayers, calls and texts! I made sure she read everything :)

Here she was on the wheelchair getting ready to be wheeled in to her room with the ice pack on her foot :))

anyway i gtg! 굿밤!

Kaba Modern + Prepix + BEAST = LETHAL Combination

And ya'll know I'm serious.

Kaba Modern is one of my fave groups in ABDC's 1st Season. I mostly liked Yuri though but you really can't miss big-man-Mike in there. AND damnnnn Mike's a co-choreographer with Prepix for BEAST's new song. After I read it I went all crazy and now I'm all hyped up for their comeback. OMFG PLEASE COMEBACK SOOOOON. I can't wait anymore. I wanna see the moves already!

And Gabbie and I are going to DIE if Mike taught you guys how to TUT. I am seriously going to die.

HOW CAN THAT NOT MAKE YOU FLAIL AT 11 IN DA MORNING?!

I'm so proud of my boys <3

100917 -- BIG day

BEAST's single release, Faddy Robot collaboration release & Vampire Diaries' Season 2 Episode 2 was farking awesome.

I can't even explain how happy I am today with everything that happened. And YES, I am still sane. Sane with newly colored nails.

I am still annoyed though but I am not going to let YOU ruin my very perfect day. <3

Aside from the audio releases, THIS would have to be the best part of my day. Damon getting OWNED by Stefan. I love these two whenever they're arguing. :)

Seventeen

I don't know why I'm still online at 2AM. I think I cried too much that sleep doesn't want to visit me. But I'm pretty sure I'll be down by 3AM :)) And dang did I miss blogging. I miss my LJ but it doesn't appeal to me anymore. Or at the moment. :( So is it going to be RIP apumpkinkiss@livejournal already? I'm not sure. We'll see.

It's the 17th already. A lot of things are going to happen, especially at 11am in my timezone. They're going to release BEAST's comeback song finally after 3 months. FINALLY. Those boys changed my life and I'm not saying that in a fangirly way. I'm saying that as a fan who have been hurt badly by fandom.

HYUNSEUNG WHY DO I STILL NOT SEE YOU THAT MUCH EVEN IF ITS HQ ALREADAAAAY ;___; 

But anyway, starting from April 17 (Album Launching), July 17 (MYX Guesting) up to now that they're releasing their album on a 17th means so much to me. I don't know why but 17 has been a special number to me since I met these boys. And I know, I just know that they are going to OWN this month. I just know.

And you, you little boy-who's-actually-older-than-me, I love you. I don't know where I'll be right know if I hadn't met you.

Good night blogger :)

Sad beginnings, better endings.

I hate starting things off on a sad note, but I really have to get these things off of my system in a peaceful way. At least I'm not hurting myself or anybody else right nor am I driving any car against some wall. Right?

I feel like a parasite now that I know how my dad thinks of me. Mind you, he thinks very LOW of me. I could care less but I have to defend myself somehow right? He thinks I spend too much time in front of the computer, well what else am I supposed to do? I'm still on my school break and you complain when I'm reading a fucking book as well. I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO PLACE MYSELF IN YOUR MESSED UP LIFE.

I'M TRYING. WHY CAN'T YOU ALL SEE THAT? I'm not used to house work but I'M FUCKING TRYING. I'm used to living with someone who picks up after me but I know that times have changed. I don't have my own 'yaya' anymore. No one's going to clean up after me or tie my hair for me. I KNOW THAT I DON'T HAVE THAT PRIVILEGE ANYMORE.

But it hurts me so much that you think so lowly of me.

Well, welcome to my life :)