Ramblings.

Recently it seems that whenever I go back to blogger, the first thing I seem to write first is, "it's been a while" or "it's been so long.." and I promise to change and stop neglecting my blog. First step to that is changing the dull layout to something light and relaxing to the eye, Pink and White! Yes, I know it's girly. Sorry, my girl instincts are kicking it today. And 2nd step? I don't know yet. Probably post something new everyday :)

The 2nd part would most probably be hard since I just recently (and temporarily) moved out of our Mandaluyong house and moved in with my friends in Taft. We're still figuring out how we'll avail wifi for the condo, so we're pretty much relying on downloaded tv series and homework's to entertain ourselves.

I can't believe I just said 'homework's to entertain ourselves'.

Anyway, it's been a almost a month and a week since the term started and I think I'm about to go crazy from all the heavy requirements from my majors. I'm taking up all 6 majors right now and I swear that I've never been busier in my life. Okay maybe I was exactly as busy last December because of Kcon, but you get my drift. My point is, I'm going crazy.

And I have to prepare and leave for Taft now because my roommate will go all paranoid if I'm not yet there by 7pm.

Lata! :)

#9

It's too early for me to think of a title.

Anyway, it's been awhile and frankly I should be finishing my homework for DESNCON which I've been putting off for quite awhile now. I slept it off (again) last night because this huge headache came over me and I feel that even if I tried to do it I would just end up with a crappy work so I just went to bed early

Now I'm up at 5:30am--which I haven't done in a very long time--thinking of milk carton designs and bus wrap advertisement designs.

I've been feeling kind of apathetic to everything lately, too. I don't know why but I think I've been focusing too much on school that I'm failing to notice the other things. Not that I want to but I just feel that they really don't need my attention right now. I know it's wrong. Aaaah, sorry :(

Also, not that it bothers me but the most unexpected people liked my concept photography shot. I mean people from highs chool, the ones that I've never really been close with and the people that I haven't talked to in a really long while, liked it. I like the feeling that somehow it connects us again. Like I could just come up to them again and ask, "Hey, what's up?" Like how it used to be. Well, maybe, maybe not. But it never hurts to try. And again, I like this feeling.

I should really start with my designs.

#7

Okay I'm taking a break from all my Adobe Photoshop and Illustrator duties so I could write for a bit. I have to finish everything at 3am and right now my head just feels like a twisted pulp and it's asking me to give it a rest even for just 5 minutes. So here I am, writing to clear my head off and because I really hate not being productive. LOL.

Earlier my groupmates and I were supposed to have our photoshoot for Conceptual Photography's next plate but guess what, we had to re-schedule it to early tomorrow (which is technically, today) because we were under manned and our yellow-form is with our other member. I felt a bit bad because I wanted to finish it now so I'd just have to print it later, but no, we have to actually move the whole thing. Ugh. Yeah I'm a bit pissed off.

Adding to that, when I went home, I realized that I left my keys in my other bag. The admin didn't have our spare key because apparently my aunt has them too. I wanted the world to just crash down on me and end my suffering. I ended up taking a cab to go to Eastwood to grab dinner at my aunt's resto and indulge on some Happy Lemon!

I tried out Komrad's really spicy dish, I forgot it's name though (mental note: ask aunt). But it was REAAAAAAAAAAALLY spicy, I felt like crying, at the same time it was also really yummy and crunchy. At first, I thought that it just felt hot because it was newly cooked but after a while and after realizing that the aircon is just on top of me and blowing 16deg of cold air, it dawned on me that I was kinda sweating because of the spices in the food and not because it was just newly cooked. LOL

Then we ordered this yummy pidding cake with VANILLA on the side at Cyma's. It was mouthwatering and it perfectly erased the spicy feel on my tongue. It's a piece of heaven. I love it!

Anyway I'm going back to work. Hopefully I get to wake up early and finish my printing and photoshoot today. It's just the 4th week since the term started but I feel like dying already. What is this!? damnit!

KPOPCON & Paskuhan 2010

It's been a while (AGAIN) since I blogged. School became crazy and life went a whooping 1000mph. LOL but seriously everything went fast forward during the last few weeks before Christmas. Preparations for KPOPCON had me going round offices and packing 5k freebies for 3 nights along with Aya, Pia, Panyang and the rest of the team. Going to the venue at 3am to check everything and to make sure that no ones gonna fall off the stage and that all the sponsors/VIPs are seated in the right chairs.

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Well, just like the first Kpopcon, I STILL WASN'T ABLE TO GET MYSELF MADE UP >< Last year, Justin and I planned that we'll go to a parlor to have our hair and make up done but other people. But NOOOOOOO~ we were glued to our posts the whole day. This year's KPOPCON is a bit more hectic since we have sponsors and lots more eyes looking at all our moves. One bad/wrong move and we'll all be judged. And yes I still wasn't able to have my make up in The Face Shop's booth -___- But I'm just glad that KPOPCON ended successfully and peacefully, with no one hurt and everyone happy.

Although the event left me voiceless for 2 weeks I'm still grateful that I was able to work with an awesome team who's always up all night working and thinking of ideas to make the event better than ever. I'm so honored. OF COURSE... I don't have pictures of the event. I was running back and forth forum 1 and forum 2, checking in on BEAST.PH's booth and other booths and the registrations and hollering on people. LOL. So much for enjoying the event HAHA. But I did enjoy it <3

And then there's Paskuhan 2010 the grandest event UST always throws once a year to end the school year and to welcome the new year ahead. Of course, this years Paskuhan is very VERY grand because it's the last one before they welcome their 400th year. The fireworks were lovely. Very lovely. And this year was even special for me because I was able to spend it with my friends (In.Demand, WTHH and CSB friends) plus my SPED 2011/2010 friends. Life couldn't get any better than that.

Oh, and, CALOY, SAMM AND I MISS YOUR FACE ALREADY! Can't wait for the finals to see your face haha.

Raise your glass if you are wrong in all the right ways...

PINK - Raise Your Glass

I swear I love songs like these when I'm not in my best mood. It also makes me feel a little better when all I really wanna do is bang my head to the wall. >< But thanks to my bad mood, I was able to finish half of my pending works for MCA and was able to do some gfx for Beast.ph :]

Anyway on to the weekend that was. I gotta say that last saturday was one of the most fun days that I've had in a while. We were in Alabang the whole afternoon just playing and chilling out. Met up with Bea and Anton in McDo Taft and waited for Carlo (Bea's boy :]) because he'll drive us to Alabang where the others already were. We got there and we were supposed to go play Laser Tag but we were having trouble with the Harry Potter movie screening schedule. We decided to get the 8pm movie and went to Samm's village to play Frisbee in the Cuenca Park.

I've always wanted to learn how to play Frisbee but I can't catch anything to save my life. I'm forreal. Good thing the guys were patient enough to teach me and Poi (nice to meet you btw girl! :]) once we were already in the park. After we all got tired playing we rested by the bench for a while and started doing tumblings and gymnastic stuffs. I swear we are RANDOM LIKE THAT. LOL.

After playing we headed back to ATC to catch the 8pm showing of Harry Potter. I've watched it already prior to this chill day but I still watched because I think this is the funniest HP yet. :)) And seriously can you ever resist Dobby and Ron? NO. I can't. haha. AND yes I cried again.

Dad picked me up after and we went home to the Laguna house. Ahh... I missed it after not going home for like a month or so :)

Ooops ok I'll be late for 2nd period class! I gtg :)

My friends are like M&M's

This entry is inspired by KevJumba's Girls are like M&M's video. I've watched this video a couple of time but it's still amazing. I love how KevJumba made his point across a lot of people by using M&M's. LOL. But for my entry, I'm not gonna talk about interracial relationships like he did. I'm gonna blog about my friends. My friends who are all so awesome and so fun to be with.

I have very different sets of friends. And when I say very, I mean it. Just like M&M's, my friends varies but they are all fun to be with. I have my fandom friends and my friends. My fandom friends are those that like the same music as me. It's no secret anymore that I like KPOP (Korean Pop). Don't get me wrong, I like other music too and I have a very wide music genre range but Kpop just makes me feel more relaxed and their catchy tunes amuses me. Because of that, I've also met a lot of people who enjoys the same thing/music that I do.

My fandom friends, they're awesome. I can't even imagine life without them. They've seen me at my worst, my lowest point (remember last summer? -__-;;) and they didn't think twice about me. Every time I'm with them, it always seems like a party. No dull moments with them for real. And I love that we are very open to new people and we try not to make new people feel out of place. Even if these people weren't from the same school (well some of them are ^^) I am or we're not childhood buddies or what not, but they make me feel at home and safe. And I'm forreal :D

And then there're my friends from school who are as awesome as my friends in the fandom world. I love them because they accept me being the crazy-loud-girl that I am. I love how they don't leave me out and is just one text/call away whenever I need them or whenever we just need to be random. These people make me feel crazily at home in school. LOL I stay more in school now because of ya'll! haha

Ok I just felt a bit sweet today so here you go! :)

Manor!

AWESOME night-out with friends last night :) And I just wanna say that, my feet HURTS like hell right now, my head is aching madly because I didn't get enough sleep, I look like hell and I don't know if all my answers in my Filip exam earlier are anywhere near right -___- I should get extra credit works from her I don't want to get a low grade in that subject :|

But, I'm so glad that after I felt TWO heartbreaks this week, I was able to hang out and be crazy and wild in a place just because. On a WEDNESDAY NIGHT :D Gotta love that. Wasn't able to take pictures since I was too busy dancing. LOL.

I got my hair trimmed today and got my bangs a straight cut! It feels so good to have my bangs this short :))

and I was expecting this day to be so dull but I'm so glad that I was able to see you even if it was just seconds.

Depressed? SHOP!

This morning, I went to class with a very heavy heart after being greeted by his tweet that says he's no longer single. It hurts like SKHGDJFBD man. I tried not to think about it that much and it's hard ok. I know I'm over-reacting but it just hurts. Plus Algebra topic right now is not helping with all the confusing things to do just to solve a frikken problem.

SO... I ended up in Makati after my class and I tried to challenge my self to buy as much shoes and clothes as I can with only Php2,000 in hand, or well in my atm.

...bought 2 shoes and a few clothes and foot-socks :) LOL.

It's true what they say, shopping really does help heal a depressed soul. But dang being the impulsive that I am, I feel that I'm not gonna use the other clothes that I just bought. GAAAH. I'm gonna be dead if Mom finds out O:

But anyway KPOP Night Halloween Party tomorrow night! :) See you!

Been a while....

Been a while since I last posted :) Funny how my last post was the day before my school started and now I'll be posting a month and 12 days after it.

Recently, school has taken over my life, and I guess I'm taking the initiative to make up for the last semester that I wasn't learning anything. Being in school again has been so much fun for me and everyday seems more fun now that my new friends and I are closer. It wasn't easy being a new kid in a VERY VERY different environment but I'm glad things are going great now. I'm not dealing with being stereotyped anymore which is very convenient for me plus I can wear anything I like (aside from revealing clothes and short shorts ofc) and not get criticized. I love it!

Anyway, in general, school's been pretty good to me. It's taking too much of my time but I guess that's what I get from ditching school for one whole semester. LOL :))

And, I know I've been on hiatus for quite a while in the fandom and I don't think it's a bad thing. Though, a lot have been asking why I'm so late and stuff with news and such. Well I don't have any excuse for that. I've been so busy with school, projects, PKCI, BEAST album launching, meetings with MCA and late night school stuffs that whenever I get home all I wanna do is sleep (yes SLEEEEEP omnomnom yumyum). But being hiatus like this made me realize that I'm actually being responsible for once in my life and that I can actually juggle school plus handling Beastph. For the first time, I feel proud of my self. I hope this goes on for a long time because I really like the feeling. It's goooood :D

Enough of my school and fandom life, last friday my baby cousins slept over here in the condo for fun. We took pictures and they swam in the pool, ate a lot of yummy stuffs and gah, we basically pigged out :)) But yesterday, I felt bored (for me and the kids) because there wasn't anything to do in here in the building. They didn't even prepare something for the Halloween >< bummer. And after the kids were fetched by my uncle, I felt even more bored because there wasn't anything to do :( The kids in the building don't do trick or treating anymore :( I ended up cleaning the whole unit and getting little asthma attacks! Damn I'm glad I didn't live in a condo when I was little. At least I still got to play in the streets where I don't have to worry about getting run over by anything. Aigoo so sad...

Watch out for Halloween 2011 I'm gonna prepare a Trick or Treat program/Halloween Party here in the building ya'll would wish I didn't live here XD